When reading Dr. Robert’s recent blog on Lady Violet (click here), a code name for St. Germain’s twin soul on the Sixth Ray of Transmutation, I was reminded of a fascinating dream I had in 1976, involving an astonishing materialization of my master teacher. I was twenty-four years old then and had been serving full-time on the Mark-Age staff at MetaCenter in Miami since October 1974.
This dream has never before been published in any format, though I alluded to part of it in the 2015 blog post Wisdom of Transmutation. Of course, I shared the dream with El Morya/Mark and Nada-Yolanda at the time. See also the two notes at the end.
April 15, 1976. DREAM. Yolanda informed the staff that St. Germain was going to materialize at our hierarchal meditation that evening. He was going to appear under the code name Eqsit. Mark explained to us the meaning of this code name: Eq = crossing out; sit or sis = title 
of a commander in the space program. Eqsit was pronounced “Exit.” [Note: That is to say also “X it” or “cross it out,” as with the Sixth Ray function of cleansing and transmutation.]
I became excited at the prospect of my master teacher materializing to the group, so that evening as the meditation began our expectancies were very high.
As the meditation began, the energies became heightened immensely. I stood up and became overshadowed. As strong jolts of energy passed through me, I knew I was being used as an instrument to help anchor the materialization to take place. The energies became so intense that I began to roll around on the floor in strange movements. Nada, in her light body, announced that this was to cleanse myself of entities in preparation for the materialization. The entities were astral influences within me that were blocking or hindering my adjustment to the higher frequency needed to sustain the materialization.
Finally, the adjustment was made and I stopped rolling on the floor. I then rose into my light body and flew around the room, following Nada. We were still expecting the materialization of St. Germain any moment.
Nada and I were the only ones in the room at that moment. I asked her where was El Morya/Mark, as I didn’t see him. She said, “He’s right there,” and she pointed her finger. I still could not see him, but knew that Nada could.
Then Eqsit/St. Germain materialized and walked into the room. But I was totally surprised because he appeared as a beautiful young woman. Though his/her vibration was very familiar, it shocked me. I greeted her excitedly and hugged her.
She sat down in a modern violet and white swivel chair, and I sat on the floor next to her. As we talked, I noticed a row of space symbols written on a white helmet or breastplate she had in her lap. As St. Germain, he/she said to me, answering my thoughts, “Don’t doubt that I am here, for I have come in the most suitable form.”
We then went for a walk in the neighborhood. St. Germain would transform alternately from the image of a young woman to that of an older man. (The thought coming to me after the dream was that the image of the older man was that of Apollonius of Tyana.) We talked about my 
life and my present incarnation. I told him about my life, about how things had unfolded in this lifetime, even though I knew he already knew about it. He remarked, “I see you went to scout camp [as a boy] as I told you to do.” I said yes, and we had a good chuckle about it. . . .
As we walked along and began talking about the present (he was now in the image of an elderly man, wearing white robes), he said that he and Nada had confidence in me and had assurance that I would accomplish what I had set out to do in this life’s mission. Our exchange was very informal and congenial.
We came back to the house, and it was time for him to go. We hugged good-bye and he left. Excited about what had taken place during the materialization, I ran back to tell Yolanda and the rest of the unit.
Note: Commenting on my dream a few weeks later, Yolanda wrote: “The one of April 15th about St. Germain is to be taken as a flight to another level of consciousness and plane of action where these things can be expressed without restrictions of time, place, form of any kind.”
Note in 2022: It occurs to me that the Master’s materialization as a female can represent that in the ascended consciousness, one has equal, balanced mastery of both positive-male and negative-female polarities, and thus can materialize whatever creative form is needed for a particular spiritual demonstration or lesson.
Supplementary Reading: Wisdom of Transmutation
Photos: (1) Yolanda and Mark, 1962, Mark-Age Archives. (2) Celestial Awe © by Hartmut Jager. (3) Sculpture of a wandering philosopher; Heraklion Archaeological Museum, Crete.
We were there perhaps thirty minutes. Robert and I, as a tag team, spoke as we transferred spiritual energies, helping to set up the vibrational force field for his passing. It was a very powerful session, with many attending also on the other side. Specifically, we felt the presences of Nada, Sananda/Jesus, Mary (who in Atlantis prepared the Amerindian tribes), 
of times in the past, my violet-colored auric field took on the shape of the Star of David, symbol of the Sixth Ray of Transmutation. I entered a state of equipoise within the radiation of my home ray; the two interlocking triangles of the star, representing the Trinity of God (downward) and the trinity of man (upward), were completely balanced, allowing for a clear state of purification.
gathered with others in the courtroom, I awoke.
Displayed prominently on the first page of the report was a large photograph that had been taken while Yolanda had been aboard an etheric spacecraft, in interdimensional conclave with a group of eight or more extraterrestrials or ascended masters.
El Morya & Neptune
In the meditation, after sealing protection around us and our headquarters, I focused on Jerusalem. I had a spiritual vision of Lord Michael inserting the sword of truth. But the sword was presented as a huge, pure crystal obelisk, pointing downward. The sword/obelisk was implanted into the heart of Jerusalem, and its point was embedded several hundred feet below the surface. The crystal obelisk would radiate Michael’s decrees and energies to all, even unto the mineral kingdoms, the very physical elements; which also, as with man’s consciousness, have been crystallized or encrusted with negative thought patterns for thousands of years. These error thought patterns must be decrystallized, dismantled, re-formed anew.
bed and did not want to get up. She was depressed. Sighing with melancholy, she said, “Oh, what’s the use?” I tried to encourage her, but she remained in bed.
May 7, 2022. DREAM. While meditating upstairs at Trinity House with Robert and one other male associate, I fell asleep, or “went out,” though I was still aware of my surroundings. Toward the end of what became a three-hour meditation, Sananda suddenly materialized in a magnificent bell-shaped force field of light, as bright as the sun!
me of the typewritten manuscripts Mark had edited for our magazine at MetaCenter in the old days, when I was doing production of camera-ready copy on the electric typewriter.
May 26, 2022. DREAM. I was with Zan-Thu, who was acting in her capacity as a registered nurse. I gave her a urine sample to run an analysis.
Before we turn our attention to Pentecost, let me share with you a contact I had on May 6, 2009, at our Hierarchal Board meditation. This experience strikes a harmonic chord with the descent of the fire of light at Pentecost. In my spiritual diary, I described the meditation as follows:
“You are not unlike the disciples whom I left immediately after my ascension during the span of life called Jesus of Nazareth. You indeed have commemorated this Pentecostal date on your calendar to coincide with the experience of Pentecost nearly two thousand years ago. It is explained in this manner. You must express the Christ force within and without the focal point of your own vehicles.
“In my days of Earth when the last incarnation was lived as Jesus of Nazareth, the disciples experienced Pentecostal infusion of light through spiritual faith alone and were not comprehending entirely, intellectually speaking, of the occult and mystical meanings of all that did transpire, regardless of my instructions before the ascension. So, the evolvement of the planet and of the light bearers and leaders, which you are, is in a higher degree than it was in those days and for that time period. This is only sensible and part of Spirit’s irrevocable and wise movements. So, be alert and patient and fulfilled in that understanding now. . . .
field. Intuitively, I sensed he was manipulating our group aura for greater input of light, molding our thought field with etheric energies and color patterns, much as a sculptor would use his hands to work a block of clay.
Once the crystal diamond is locked into and infuses the cerebrum, one may receive from the I Am Self (and from Sananda and other ascended masters) all necessary decrees, new images, inspired visualizations, and light-body energies for healing specific conditions. These higher thought patterns pass from the light body through the crown chakra and are implanted or crystallized within the clear diamond substance. From the etheric crystal they are then transferred into the malleable physical matter of the cerebrum, for subsequent manifestation in the body and throughout the auric field (mental, emotional, astral).
March 30, 2022. HIERARCHAL BOARD MEDITATION. Rededicating myself to Sananda and his trinity function with Nada and El Morya for the Second Coming program, I received the vision of a brilliant, multifaceted pink diamond, about ten inches in diameter. I firmly embedded this luminous etheric gemstone in my heart chakra and began to radiate Third Ray love and self-sacrifice to all light workers.
For the rest of the meditation, serving as a beacon of light, I broadcast the pink flame of the Third Ray to all who would be receptive to its regenerating power of love in this Easter/spring cycle. In the final few minutes, I expanded the visualization and surrounded the entire Earth in a beautiful sphere of pink light.
wanted to coordinate a meeting with him and Yolanda to arrange that outcome, if it was Spirit’s will.
January 25, 2022. DREAM. At Mark-Age headquarters here in Tennessee, as I started to pull out of the driveway at 9 a.m. to go into town to the store and the bank, Mark telephoned me and said he was coming up at 11 a.m. and also was going into town. He suggested we should coordinate our schedule and trip.
woman and her friend were going to move into [another staff member’s] old room, Yolanda asked me if I would clean up the cobwebs on the ceiling in the closet and in the bedroom before they arrived.
subconsciousness. Her actions in the dream symbolize that energy patterns in the mass thought atmosphere, including negative forces in the lower astral realms, are running amok, going berserk, careening out of balance.
Finally, after what seemed an eternity, the tempest began to subside. I got up, double-checked and closed tightly a couple of windows, then went outside to survey any damage. Shasta went with me. The only damage I discovered was that my sliding glass door and screen had been knocked off the track. I determined how to reseat it. Back inside, I looked for Shasta and discovered, to my surprise, that in the other room she was with a dozen or more dogs who had taken refuge with us during the storm. All the dogs were friendly and greeted me enthusiastically. Shasta was happy to be with companions of her kind.
I visualized the dome of protection as a force field of golden light, structurally solid and metallic, as if made of pure gold, which nothing less than Christ forces could penetrate or exert influence. During the 
The entire United Staff Executive Committee were in a field with dark clouds everywhere, facing a geodesic dome that on the outside was very brownish, dark, dull. The door opened and light beings of the most elevating vibration — almost formless, but shimmering individuals without individuality, a host of invisible helpers — beckoned us to come inside the dome.
energy. Flashes of blue electric light, showing active connections, coursed along the grid.